Tuesday, 24 July 2012

Happy? Birthday

Dear My Babies, 

24 July 2012. The day I was going to have you, my babies. Whether you came earlier, or you made it to inducement day, today you would be here with me and your daddy.

This is the only picture I have of you, inside my belly at just a tiny 9 weeks old. We had heard your hearts beating and we were so excited. You were making mummy so tired and feeling bloated, thats why my pants are undone. Haha. 
We miss you all the time, even though we do not say it to each other we say it to ourselves and we both just know. You have given me so much strength I never knew I had in me, I can tackle anything knowing that things will get better.
I hope you are looking over us my angels and that one day you can look over your little brothers/sisters too. 
I have so much I wish I could say, but I can't I just don't have the words. 

Mummy and Daddy will never forget you. We love you. xo Happy Birthday


  1. I saw the post on LFCA, and just wanted to come abide with you. I'm so sorry for your loss. And I just read your most recent post ... I'm so sorry, too, that your friend is making this even more difficult for you. Right now, you need people to be gentle with you ... I hope that there are some of those, too.

  2. Thank you so much :) I am feeling bit better now than I was, have surrounded myself with supportive friends and family.